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17 July 2008

That's writing for nobody and that's for nobody's writing...

Years ago , I told a friend of mine who study Chinese literary that I would stop reading poems , specially from Song empire , those are drugs , easily control you to become another type of person , more depressed than ever …By telling her that , I didn’t realize that something you have rooted in your mind in your childhood was not that easy to be erased . I remember I ever finished one writing in HR course in school , saying : I simply can’t find the first draft and draw your name out … Unfortunately , not only about people , but also everything , it’s difficult to draw anything out .

 

Today I rewrote Red Bean for a friend of mine, to say Goodbye , who knows next time sometime somewhere would be when and where ? We all know after this goodbye , we will depart for another life . Red Bean was made up by Wang Wei , but Wang Wei reminded me of Li QingZhao , the only female poet in Song Period , then she reminded me of the most sensitive poem I ever read , and never be able to forget afterwards , then my grey today turned to be darker … Yesterday was about Immortality , I asked F , he read this book , I asked him ‘How could Kundera do this to people , by reading the summary , tears out , it’s even too powerful as a book , only ‘source’could do it , I thought only Ingre is able to make 21st century cry in front of his painting ‘ , F told me I should go to read ‘Le Rideau ‘, by saying that , he’s very mean… Of course nobody understands what I’m saying here , maybe nobody needs to , it’s just as simple as Kundera said ‘that’s writing for nobody , and that’s for nobody’s writing ‘…

 

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15 July 2008

Before going back to the original circle ...

Flemish painting was influenced by Italian expression, which you could see clearly in their landscaping canvas after 1648, unlike German sculpture which was also influenced by southern Italian art, Dutch painters combined them in a less successful way … Maybe I just simply don’t appreciate anything here.

 

 

‘The night watch ‘is named one of the masterpieces in Flemish painting, it was famous for good lightening, I simply don’t like it, at all. Things are very simple , an article which could keep you reading is a good one , a painting which could touch your blood is a good one and a city which could keep you thinking is a good one … Therefore Rembrandt is not my artist , therefore Holland is not my stop … I’m getting out of here , as soon as possible .

The culture I’m coming from indicates different ways of saying things , here , I could only pick up the most silly one and make it in an even worse way , I have never had difficulties with language as I have here , I’m living out of harmony , with everything . The sky is furious and I’m nervous, what a harmony!  The rain in this city will go on and on, would never stop, at least it seems to be so, my mind flies trillions of miles away, would never be fine here, at least I feel so, but if you ask me, how I find all of these, insistently, and it makes all the beauty!

 

 

A butterfly is laying on the window in front, what an ironic coincidence, a bright future in front, the question mark is: how to get rid of there and to get it?

 

 

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09 July 2008

Amsterdam NOON and RAINY ...

Amsterdam , noon , rain ... A few Dutch writers ever described the rainy seasons in this country by giving some more beautiful-than-reality picture , they said : come to Holland , to enjoy the rainbows afterwards... However , the rainbows in this city hide themselves as well as possible ...

 Milan Kundera aside , I'm in love with this man , he tells all the stories in a harmless way , my nerves were obssessed , deeply...People like me should stop reading Kundera's , stop going to Cun Shang , stop Ziweigh ... they're heavy writers who easily make my life even heavier than it is now ... My Dad was shouting on phone , again "why you keep moving and moving?", but why not , I meant , I chose this life style when I still didn't know how to make a choice in life , then nowadays , it's a bit late to restart , losing the way to stop , long time ago ...

Another discussion with F , about Corsica , right , it has nothing to do with my life... I'm just in love with everything non-related to my life ...

Leaving J was another story ended up last week , I didn't even let him tell how he felt ... amazingly nice way of saying goodbye ... as we all know that it's really not a problem to be friendly and polite with the ones you don't love anymore , I didn't show any influences from this ending story , as non-romantic person , a funeral for dead relationship is just not necessary ...

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