From Paris to The Netherlands

2008 , the fashion trend ? What the hell makes you think that I would know ? I carried back one pair of shoes from Rome , in handbag by the way , crazy ? not really , they look so good , too good to be with my other package , different classes ... Since when even a pair of shoes start having class? I donno , by the way , just to confirm , I do know they look amazing and I'm bullshitting here , again !

Pet has something to do with woman , or the other way around ... Pets sometimes look like their Mr or Miss, as you could see from the pic , they both are from top category ; Suddently remember a cow , what her pet looks like ? Some people know what I'm talking about here ...

Remember today reading one funny blog about Paris , therefore , Paris is an attitude , so is fashion ...

 As title mentioned , Arts are just connected , and that's so obvious ....

Ferrnando, you said I should have put something more interesting on my blog , here it is , if beauties and fashion such boring things still can't stop your brain ruining and cheer you up, I have to say ' give up to myself ' :)

Now , time to use your brain again , all the pics above are connected to which art ???

Fashion and ???

It’s not the best writing ever, but it’s my best floating ever …

Season I :

That was a nice Christmas, travelling around. 25 days after ending up my 5 years’ relationship, I headed to another country, for some unknown reason, maybe the reasons were known, but they were just ignored.

I came across him in the train, sometimes coincidence happen in life, as a traveller, coincidences happen a bit more often. My mind was occupied , be precise , a portion of my mind was , by him during my floating trip , which to my personality , I wouldn’t call it special , I’m a moody person and the mind goes with my mood , periodically .

Visiting Germany was a great experience, culturally, historically…

‘The checkpoint is just right there. ‘ this German guy from Starbucks told me while I bought a morning coffee and smiled at him , ‘ the Berlin wall was … , I’m from the east part of Berlin … ‘ I like to listen story , from real people in life , his eastern German life , his parents, his current Berlin life , his thinking ,  usually I keep silent and smiling , only when I’m serious , when I’m feeling how valuable the information is …

‘Miki, I think I’m going back to the Netherlands tomorrow ‘, I told my Japanese friend  during breakfast, she knew the reason , there’s always some connection makes people become friends , and understanding without speaking is one of those …

Ronald was another coincidence on the way back; I clearly remember the way he talked, the way he smiled and the way I felt … If I should see thee: after long year, how should I agreed three, with silence and smile – it’s from an ancient British poem, I knocked the train window after getting off, saying goodbye and I knew there was no real goodbye from heart…

Season II:

My life back to Utrecht , The Netherlands had been surrounded by this Dutch and his friend for a while, until I got drunk and discovered something I have known for a while but tried not to know. It’s tough to describe what I really want from this person; usually I need a mood to even just think about it. Organizing the words is never being difficult for me, however indicating and showing feelings is always something I’ve never learnt well in life.

‘I think I really like you ‘, I spoke it out, and I was the one who made the situation worse. If liking someone means I want to spend time to feel him , means I want him to be in my social net , means I want to know him in a better way , then I meant it ; if liking someone means sharing, means being 100% committing , then I got myself and him wrong by saying that . It’s complicated to understand , I do know that , it’s my way of thinking , it’s my rather cold distance with people, I can’t help it …

People believe in different ways of having a relationship , which I felt by talking to them and feeling the pace of speaking , they all need safety , a commitment , a confirmation … therefore I tried hard to sound arrogant , tried hard to convince people that yes , I’m just not the committing type , that I have a different lifestyle … By doing so , the border line becomes obvious , by doing so , I turned someone into a friend only, again .

‘It’s a nice story ‘ , he said so , ‘ yes , it is , I think it’s even beautiful , for one month and 4 days ‘ , ‘ In Italy , I seriously thought of giving a try ‘ , that’s not easy to understand , I know it , I need to be far away to think , to melt , to clear up my mind and to be ready for a talk … People usually think in a practical way to ‘measure’ , to ‘judge’ , to feel ‘ safe and controllable ‘ , choices in life fall apart …