From Paris to The Netherlands

Last week was not good , at least to my understanding and my wishes ...

Quite a lot of information around , you barely make Friend friends in the job , we're business connected ... Jealousy is a topic forever , that's just human being ... my wish was all the competitios are positive , aiming to make everybody better and better , the real world told me the competitions are just brutal , nobody would be happy for your doing better ...Doing communication is to make the job better or to make the people in a better performed way , the real world told me a lot are just quite waiting for your mistakes and make them bigger and 'well-known' , One and a half month in this ' real world ' , I've seen quite a lot of human weaknesses and darknesses ... As everybody would have the thinking in mind that she/he is just arriving , she/he is so ambitious ... Living in my world thinking just doing the job well and keeping running after my dreams of living all around the world , experiencing all the different cultures in the world , that's just a dream and as one of my 'friends' in this company told me that ' JJ , you've to learn how to protect yourself here... ' Guess what , I suddently , understand Louis , the guy who left Paris for Afghanistan , left his 'bright' career for an unknown world , what can I say , there's 'ambitious' people everywhere , there's mean or called smart people everywhere , however , I do believe I DO NOT want to be smart in this way , maybe the kite running thing , the landscape , the historical monuments of this century would satisfy me in a better way than the ' Real World ' is doing ...