From Paris to The Netherlands

Talking to a friend on phone , she said ' we've all growed up these years , thoughts of love stuff ' maybe ... It's more like life is too busy , and I'm a very lazy 20something to think about love thing ... ' it's complicated , then I'll think about it tomorrow ...' I told myself always ...

My bf would be back in days , I would be really happy to meet him , I suppose , he's more and more like one of my family in paris , a brother , a lover , a good friend ...

I miss my Dad , my Mom , my Grandmum ... everyone who mean a lot to me in this world , in the other world , everyone I feel so much responsibility to take care of , to forgive , to love ...

Suddently , I want to get married , want to have someone aside , want to have babies , they would be very cute then , all the thinkings are lack of logic today , I feel getting old ...